THE PORTRAIT DIARIES: 0 days: Track Five: Pretty lights THE PORTRAIT DIARIES: 0 days: Track Five: Pretty lights

Wednesday, 14 December 2011

0 days: Track Five: Pretty lights

Where do we go from here? UP

5. Pretty lights

As part of my new calling, further on down the river I had a new destination that I wanted to stop and look at.

For the first time in my life there was a destination on my life map that felt true. By letting go of the past and the people in my life it was like the future was revealing itself to me.

Letting go and becoming ONE with my true path was happening simultaneously. Whilst writing the diaries I was contacted through them, this person felt like a dream to me, like someone I knew long ago in another existence.

Trying to separate the elation of looking for the good from the good happening to me was getting harder to do. I was finding the key. I knew that this felt right that this was my destiny but the human part of me wanted to SEE it to believe it.

I never believed that part of me - "the doubter" but this was his dying call.

My soul knew. I knew the beauty in her eyes before I ever saw them. We were half the world away from one another but I could feel it. I have never felt separation like that before. The space between us.

Step 5 - A Lesson -Seeing is NOT believing. Believing is believing. Inside. I knew.

You already know.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

What an amazing journey you have been on my friend. What a touching story to tell. Thank you for sharing your story with us through your music. I will go and download your album this instant.